Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

*meditates* I'm so gonna concentrate. I will concentrate.. On my studies. I'm never gonna think of you again coz I know I will learn to not to like you someday - so it might as well be now. I'm sorry. You did not offend me in anyway - you don't even know me well.. It's just that I think to much.

I'm helpless.

I fell into the Devil's trap
Into everlasting darkness
Yet I felt no pain
And I kept falling ever after.

I laughed away the Angel's pleas,
Dancing on thin ice
A slip of foot and I fell
Never ending cold currents sliced.

I breathed into Love's petals
And blinked away welled up tears
For you came from my forbidden dreams
You set up my fears.

You're a "Pink Angel". Now, just because
it may be a little bit of a feminin color
doesn't mean you're all girly and whiney.
You're very self-less and love to bring good
news to people because you like seeing people
happy. You have better manners than most and
people love how polite you can be. You're
friends love that they hardley ever get in
arguments with you and can barely get mad at
you! You're friends and family mean so much to
you and it takes more than a fight to break you
away from them.

What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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*sHaDoWs | .leftbehind-. | .pulledalong-.

Screwed up. So totally. Screwed up. I'm SCREWED!! No. NO!! Why am I such loser?! I felt like breaking down in front of the examiner who was so nice to me, prolly coz he's pitying me coz I'm gonna fail.

I dun wanna FAIL my practical!! No. No. No.. I practised so hard. For so long.. And now I'm gonna waste a hundred over bucks of my parents' hard-earned money. Just like that. Just bcoz I screwed up everything out of nervousness.

By the end of everything, I was totally disorientated - totally forgot to open the glass door on the way out and almost knocked my head onto the door.. Hmm.. Maybe it would have been better if I had actually rammed into the glass door.. Hard.

Why did I screw up.

Why me?! Why was I even born into this world when there's no need for another loser?!!

*sHaDoWs | .leftbehind-. | .pulledalong-.

>>cleo: I love bball =) Cya on Wednesday +luvya
>>jie: Thanks!! Can you put yourself on "Pause" mode for a while?? Want me to die catching up with you issit?! *breaking out in cold sweat not for exams but for the practical exam in less than four hours*
>>hitler aka simin: No, actually, it's Si Min who's scaring me the most!! Majulah Si Min aka Tungster =) Kamu dao kamu kasi saya pusing?? Kamu ini macham saya dapisa tidur!! Malam chiong =D
>>pearly: sure. welcome =)

*sHaDoWs | .leftbehind-. | .pulledalong-.

Slacking in the morning -_-

I realise that my optimum study hours are from 4 o'clock and beyond.. All the way to midnight. Seems like I've got most energy to chiong in those hours =) wheeee.. And that's what I did last night =)

Also, piano exam's tomorrow!! No!! I can't believe it's tomorrow. Omg. I'm sure to fail it this time!! I'm not even sure of the Melodic Scales!! Why am I so lazy to memorise them?! Why me?!

..Okie, so maybe it isn't so bad as I make it out to be coz I do know them well but it's just that sometimes I don't know which finger am I supposed to start first on the left hand.. Oh well, shall practise later.

Currently revising everything like ferociously, even though the teachers haven't given us a clue as to which chapters are being tested and which are not. So I end up studying everything they have taught. They had better email the thing or put it up on epebble soon or else.

25 more days to EYEs (End of Year Examinations)

All the best!! We can all do it =) +God bless+

*sHaDoWs | .leftbehind-. | .pulledalong-.

[c0nfessed my sins on`]
at 2004-09-11 @ 2:03 p.m.

.left behind. | .dragged along.